The Time I got Drugged and Almost Stole a Car

Finally got to swim today about 4 and a half weeks since my bad ankle injury

I mean I would hardly call it a swim but it was a win nonetheless

I never write in the afternoon always opting to write in the morning

I want to be more versatile in my life and flexible

The ADD can make me zone in on anything I find interesting so I noticed it just doesn’t matter when I do interesting shit

What does matter is just doing that activity

I know most of you suffer from ADD

I have a podcast that goes into a lot more detail than this post will

ADD stems into a lot of other shit

Oftentimes making you feel autistic, depressed, anxious, or something called RSD “Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria”

I can not begin to explain the intricacies of how complicated ADD is in this post

There is an entire book about 150 pages called ADHD 2.0

This is the Bible for people with ADD

The main formula for really help ADD is this

When interest meets novelty meets purpose → you’re unstoppable

Now this can be used by those of you without ADHD

When I really get going on a new subject like RSD within ADHD after thinking about it and then just going to the next chapter of the book and it starts talking about RSD

I’m like this is the universe telling me something and I dive in

All of a sudden I’m reading about all the different types of medication for ADD Now it’s like a get engine of energy

I woke up yesterday exhausted after having an intensely creative day the day before where I was up for hours on end

In my past I would have chalked it up as a lost and done anything to feel better from smoking weed to nitrous

Now I just went slow

Wrote a decent piece of writing and ate something light

Looked into RSD the company Real Social Dynamics

And this fucking acronym or whatever you call it kept coming up

I thought I needed to look into Real Social Dynamics but that bored me so much I fell asleep

Then woke up and played some Warzone with my brother for an hour and recorded an hour podcast about ADHD

All of a sudden now I’m reading that book

I’m down a rabbit hole

I can’t stop

I’m getting obsessed and manic

Then I take some notes

Relax a bit and do some more work by the time I look at the clock hours had gone by

It was almost 7 at night and I started all of that around 2

5 hours and I had not eaten, barely had water, tunnel vision

My mom was coming over for some Japanese food so I snapped out of it

We regaled about the old degen days that I had

She’s the opposite of a degen so she finds it fascinating

We went over the time I was drugged running around downtown Houston thinking the cops were after me

I had tried to steal a car in valet at this hotel

Keep in mind I was drugged by the meth heads at this what I called “Super VIP” section

They cost like 5 grand just to sit there

Of course my ass I just walk in like I own the joint

My “buddy” was to my left sitting outside the section a bit

I said you want to join?

He shook his head

He knew something was up and he was a drug dealer and massive cokehead

Don’t want to speak too bad because he died about two and a half years ago at only the age of 44

RIP Jeffrey

Anyway, I’m drinking out the champagne bottle

This is normal at clubs and everyone I know has been drugged

Why was I here?

Well everyone to me looks like a drug addict, degen, or gang member at this club even though it was the hotspot in town at the time

So WTF do I know ?

I was fucked up anyway

Next thing I know I’m trying to head uptown to my condo

And I had the Bright Idea to walk

LOL

In Houston walking is like trying to learn how to fly

First of all I went the complete opposite direction

I’m so fucked I don’t even realize until I’m in this guys car in valet

Valet comes over and says “What are you doing?”

I’m like this is my car

He’s like “where’s your key?” He saw the guy get out before me

I pulled out this small black box from the cup holder

It looked like a small modem

Not anything close to a key

I turned slowly and showed him

He said “I’m calling security/the cops”

I flew out the car and started running

I’m chewing on Etizolams similar to xanax in case the cops come and get me

I don’t want drugs on me

Then I’m like wait how am I so aware

Must have been the Red Bull

So I keep running fast jumping through garages, I see lights behind me

I’m running down the stairs

I found a bike and took it

This is some fucking GTA shit

Zoomed down the street heading in the wrong direction

The cops lights finally stopped

I was like I hope I don’t fall

My reflexes were just too good for someone drunk and barred out

I was like wtf is happening?

Now I was scared

So I would scream bloody murder if anyone came nearby

A car stopped eventually but my phone was dead

Those could have been anyone

They were helpful but they called a cab

Not sure no uber

Guess they didnt want to pay and I couldnt tell them my address

I was fucked

I end up going back the way I came

Finally finding a gas station

Shell

Perfect

Went inside said I needed to use a charger bought it and called a uber

My house was plugged in to recent addresses and I was more sober

Got home and blacked out I guess

Prolly took more etizolam

Woke up and went out the next day for Sunday Funday at 2

Telling them what had happened

My friends were like wtf

But they also couldn’t really comprehend it much

My best friend had told me wtf was I doing did I want to get arrested?

He just thought I was a drunken barred out idiot and I was but I only realized I was drugged later that night

The drug still had some effect

I remember seeing shadows at my moms house

I was like oh no

Both my friends in college had hallcinated after being up for days on adderal

These were the shadow people

I ate more etizolam to calm down

I told my mom I had been drugged and was hiding in the shower to avoid the shadows

I said I’m gonna try and sleep

She had even laughed at my drunken thing with the car but then she came too at some point realizing that wasn’t ok

I told her what my friend had said and she was like ya he’s right

None of knew I had been drugged though so that explained how I was up all day and night

I hadn’t done any coke just red bulls so I never thought about it

Then I asked the bottle girls and they said Oh ya I was drugged last week

“What do you want to drink?”

They were so nonchalant like this happens all the time

Well fuck that shit

Now with less bottle service it happens less

Girls get their drinks drugged but its way less at the spots I go to now

But the same vibe is there

The men are predators seeking validation from women

The women are next to homeless and most of them are adopted or come from broken homes

It’s a fucking nightmare

The degens have gotten worse

They go to after hours more

Chasing more danger with the cartel and cocaine out in the open

They have nothing to lose

They all drink and drive

My other buddy just got a DUI

The older guys all have one

It’s so fucking dumb

We all were trying to kill ourselves if you couldn’t tell

Nightlife should be a quick scene 1-3 years max

Honeslty that’s even too much

It’s a battlefield of emotions, ego, no souls, drugs, booze, strippers, hookers, escorts, creeps, low life scumbags who all wear Gucci or think they are somebody

Most are burn outs

Some are retired athletes or shoot models on IG

They have so many followers they just live off the attention and some of them make money from it

Some have been doing it for 30 years

It’s crazy the stories they have

They have no family

No purpose usually

Go out every single weekend

Some go on benders for days or weeks

I know many who have died

I have no idea how I am alive

You don’t need to do a social circle this way

I knew a guy who used my tips to do yoga instead and had 30 girls to himself at a party at the yoga studio

That’s much better but seemed boring to me

Dude probably has a wife by now

I could only do the chaos

It was all I knew

Everything else seemed so dull

Until now,

-BTSC