I have Never Been So Powerful
I have never been this powerful before
I don’t need anything
I want some things
I will get exactly what I deserve
I always used to cheat
I’ve never used my full potential
It was easier to coast
My genes are elite
I’m in the top 0.001 percentile of people
I always either tried too hard or not at all
Tried to hit the perfect ball, get the perfect girl, the perfect pill, the perfect thrill
No more
I will get exactly what I deserve
If we go by the 80/20 rule plus not giving a fuck
We equal go fuck yourself
You are on my train, plane, in my realm
I am a dictator here
Lucky I am a benevolent one
A forgiving one
A kind one
If I wasn’t I’d use this power for evil
I’d destroy everything around me
But I don’t actually have that in me
I mean well
When I want to strangle someone it comes from a place of love
This world doesn’t reward either behaviour anymore
We are too civil
We used to just bash people’s brains in and take what we wanted
Especially males
Now you have to have more finesse
You don’t need to lie, trick, or deceive
You must simply cut off any and all disease
Smoking too much weed?
Strangle yourself instead or the world will come crashing down on you one day
Or it won’t which is even sadder
Worship false idols and gods
You will be punished
Nothing exceeds like excess
The degenerative waves that are coming for society
How far we have fallen in the last 100 years
It makes you sick
I will tap into that frequency to help others
I will be a degen when I need to be
My aunt has this painting
51% angel 49% devil
I like it
That isn’t the picture unfortunately but you get the point
I can maybe even be more 80% angel
I don’t know and I don’t care
I just know that good always beats evil even if it looks like good at the time
The snake whispered to Adam and Eve
It’s human nature to want what we can have
Curiosity killed the cat
God knew they would fall
Our lives are predetermined for the most part
He gives his greatest battles to those who care the most
Those you are the most competent
The most forgiving, but never forgetting
Don’t let this Sodom and Gomorrah get you down
Use that energy to fight back
David and Goliath
He beat the giant
So can you
Use your emotions for good
Not for evil
Do not let them conquer you
Create with them instead of destroying
Destroy when you must to burn it all down
Create most of the time
Build a body, a soul, something you would be proud of
Do it by any means necessary
Do not fail and succumb to gluttony or greed
Temptations of the devil
They seem so innocent at first
Just like the fruit
But they can turn against you
Anything can kill you in excess
Obsession is a demonic trait
Use to to conquer yourself first
Don’t dominate others
Guide them gently
Recently I have been doing this
Now they look up to me more than ever before
Now that I don’t care
That is how this world works
It must be for a reason
Let’s go over it
If we all got what we wanted all the time or needed what would we do then?
That will be a problem in the future
Most people are already checked out
We are already in the future
Just because you are slighlty awake doesn’t mean the rest of the bugmen are
You are different are you not?
You found me
I am not your dictator or your god
I am your guide
I am not your gospel
I am some of the light
I can help more than I can hurt now
My special skill is figuring out what is wrong with others
Diving into why they do it
Deep seated trauam usually
Sometimes plain ignorance
Or simply lack of experience
It isn’t your fault
However, now it is
You are an adult are you not
This is your life is it not?
Do you feel like you are just going through the motions?
Doing what the corrupt society tells you to do?
Or are you a free thinker like me?
Chances are you are much more like me than anyone else you may know
I’ve met thousands of people
99.99% are not worth it
They will be busy being dumb, numb, running
Children in adult bodies
Playing dress up
Pretending
Smiling
Doing things they hate 80% of the time
Lying to themsevles saying they enjoy it
You will know when you enjoy something
Nothing else will matter in that moment
I love swimming
I love writing
I love solo podcasting
No one can interupt me
It is my time fully
That way I can listen better to others when I need to
That way I can help them more
It is your duty to give back any way you can
You must be selfish first then everyone else comes next
If that means a morning run before work
Or before hanging out with family
Then so be it
If you can do it after and that works
Then so be it
You don’t need as much shit as you think
We used to live in caves and walk outside
Hunt when we needed
Fight when we needed
Rested when we needed
Emotions like guilt weren’t as powerful
No time to think about that
Must always keep moving
Forgive yourself
Dive to those dark places in your own time
Write it out with AI
Send letters to your old self, your old loves, your unborn, your dead relatives
Move on slowly
They will never be forgotten in your heart
You will use that pain to gain everthing you deserve
Nothing will stop you
It simply can’t
Not if you tap into this core superpower
You will worship nothing beside God above
You will bow to no man
You will rule with an Iron Fist in your domain
If you are in a relationship
You will need to communicate and compromise sometimes
You have given some of your power to her
That is perfectly fine
The right woman will only further your mission
The wrong one will take it and burn it
Do not fret about that
Do what you can to meet women in your downtime
Do not obsess
Continue being a man
Continue on the path you were given
Don’t fall for the traps
Don’t succumb to any of the deadly sins
Pride – Excessive belief in one’s own abilities or superiority; the root of all sin.
Greed – Intense desire for wealth, power, or possessions.
Lust – Uncontrolled or intense sexual craving.
Envy – Jealousy toward another’s traits, status, abilities, or rewards.
Gluttony – Over-indulgence or over-consumption, especially of food or drink.
Wrath – Extreme anger, rage, or hatred.
Sloth – Laziness, apathy, or failure to act and utilize one’s talents.
Pride
One you can tell I suffer with the most
The deadliest one
I am proud but know I was lucky to be given these gifts I have
To be born to such powerful genes
My ego used to run on it
Now I am proud of my soul
Greed
I have struggled with this in terms of power
Control over others
Complete domination
Complete submission
Now I dominate myself
Lust
My favorite
Lusting over drugs and women
Not being able to control either one at times
Salivating at a 10/10
Snorting the heroin
How blissful
Until they are gone
Then you have nothing
Do not fall for this one young blood
Envy
This one I used to struggle with a shitload
Whispering things in others ears to get back at others
Jealous of their success or women or status they had
Crabs in a bucket mentality
Now I whisper good things about others
Sometimes I am harsh but it comes from a place of deep love
The ones who know me know this
Gluttony
My old favorite
Done it with everything from food to excessive screens, to drugs, to women, everything
Nothing exceeds like excess right?
This one is an easy one to fall into now
Careful
Wrath
My True love
My true power or so I thought
Uncontrolled rage has ruined everything in my life
I struggle with this one the most still
But it has gotten so much better
Hard boundaries and learning to deal with the temper has helped
This one was my kryptonite but now my weapon of choice
Sloth
My first true love
Apathetic to the point that I never cared at all in a bad way
Going into depression over nothing
All in my head
All my other demons I couldn’t fight
This often lead to other deadly sins
I left a lot of talent on the table
I could’ve played on the pro tour
Too hot
Hate the people
Too injured
I would have never worked anyway because my emotions ruled me
Every point I lost would feel like death
Extreme mood swings
I let a gentle sport get in my head hating the very people I hate now
I was becoming obsessed
Now that we have gone through those
I have regrets of course
But I am now here
Right here for a much bigger reason
My influence, knowledge, and power can be used for good
I’m not a lost cause
I’m finally tapping into my potential
I’m inviting you to do the same
You can always message me
Many have
As crazy as I may sound
I don’t bite
I’m harmless
The person I hurt the most has always been myself
Until next time,
-BTSC