I have Never Been So Powerful

I have never been this powerful before

I don’t need anything

I want some things

I will get exactly what I deserve

I always used to cheat

I’ve never used my full potential

It was easier to coast

My genes are elite

I’m in the top 0.001 percentile of people

I always either tried too hard or not at all

Tried to hit the perfect ball, get the perfect girl, the perfect pill, the perfect thrill

No more

I will get exactly what I deserve

If we go by the 80/20 rule plus not giving a fuck

We equal go fuck yourself

You are on my train, plane, in my realm

I am a dictator here

Lucky I am a benevolent one

A forgiving one

A kind one

If I wasn’t I’d use this power for evil

I’d destroy everything around me

But I don’t actually have that in me

I mean well

When I want to strangle someone it comes from a place of love

This world doesn’t reward either behaviour anymore

We are too civil

We used to just bash people’s brains in and take what we wanted

Especially males

Now you have to have more finesse

You don’t need to lie, trick, or deceive

You must simply cut off any and all disease

Smoking too much weed?

Strangle yourself instead or the world will come crashing down on you one day

Or it won’t which is even sadder

Worship false idols and gods

You will be punished

Nothing exceeds like excess

The degenerative waves that are coming for society

How far we have fallen in the last 100 years

It makes you sick

I will tap into that frequency to help others

I will be a degen when I need to be

My aunt has this painting

51% angel 49% devil

I like it

That isn’t the picture unfortunately but you get the point

I can maybe even be more 80% angel

I don’t know and I don’t care

I just know that good always beats evil even if it looks like good at the time

The snake whispered to Adam and Eve

It’s human nature to want what we can have

Curiosity killed the cat

God knew they would fall

Our lives are predetermined for the most part

He gives his greatest battles to those who care the most

Those you are the most competent

The most forgiving, but never forgetting

Don’t let this Sodom and Gomorrah get you down

Use that energy to fight back

David and Goliath

He beat the giant

So can you

Use your emotions for good

Not for evil

Do not let them conquer you

Create with them instead of destroying

Destroy when you must to burn it all down

Create most of the time

Build a body, a soul, something you would be proud of

Do it by any means necessary

Do not fail and succumb to gluttony or greed

Temptations of the devil

They seem so innocent at first

Just like the fruit

But they can turn against you

Anything can kill you in excess

Obsession is a demonic trait

Use to to conquer yourself first

Don’t dominate others

Guide them gently

Recently I have been doing this

Now they look up to me more than ever before

Now that I don’t care

That is how this world works

It must be for a reason

Let’s go over it

If we all got what we wanted all the time or needed what would we do then?

That will be a problem in the future

Most people are already checked out

We are already in the future

Just because you are slighlty awake doesn’t mean the rest of the bugmen are

You are different are you not?

You found me

I am not your dictator or your god

I am your guide

I am not your gospel

I am some of the light

I can help more than I can hurt now

My special skill is figuring out what is wrong with others

Diving into why they do it

Deep seated trauam usually

Sometimes plain ignorance

Or simply lack of experience

It isn’t your fault

However, now it is

You are an adult are you not

This is your life is it not?

Do you feel like you are just going through the motions?

Doing what the corrupt society tells you to do?

Or are you a free thinker like me?

Chances are you are much more like me than anyone else you may know

I’ve met thousands of people

99.99% are not worth it

They will be busy being dumb, numb, running

Children in adult bodies

Playing dress up

Pretending

Smiling

Doing things they hate 80% of the time

Lying to themsevles saying they enjoy it

You will know when you enjoy something

Nothing else will matter in that moment

I love swimming

I love writing

I love solo podcasting

No one can interupt me

It is my time fully

That way I can listen better to others when I need to

That way I can help them more

It is your duty to give back any way you can

You must be selfish first then everyone else comes next

If that means a morning run before work

Or before hanging out with family

Then so be it

If you can do it after and that works

Then so be it

You don’t need as much shit as you think

We used to live in caves and walk outside

Hunt when we needed

Fight when we needed

Rested when we needed

Emotions like guilt weren’t as powerful

No time to think about that

Must always keep moving

Forgive yourself

Dive to those dark places in your own time

Write it out with AI

Send letters to your old self, your old loves, your unborn, your dead relatives

Move on slowly

They will never be forgotten in your heart

You will use that pain to gain everthing you deserve

Nothing will stop you

It simply can’t

Not if you tap into this core superpower

You will worship nothing beside God above

You will bow to no man

You will rule with an Iron Fist in your domain

If you are in a relationship

You will need to communicate and compromise sometimes

You have given some of your power to her

That is perfectly fine

The right woman will only further your mission

The wrong one will take it and burn it

Do not fret about that

Do what you can to meet women in your downtime

Do not obsess

Continue being a man

Continue on the path you were given

Don’t fall for the traps

Don’t succumb to any of the deadly sins

• Pride – Excessive belief in one’s own abilities or superiority; the root of all sin.

• Greed – Intense desire for wealth, power, or possessions.

• Lust – Uncontrolled or intense sexual craving.

• Envy – Jealousy toward another’s traits, status, abilities, or rewards.

• Gluttony – Over-indulgence or over-consumption, especially of food or drink.

• Wrath – Extreme anger, rage, or hatred.

• Sloth – Laziness, apathy, or failure to act and utilize one’s talents.

Pride

One you can tell I suffer with the most

The deadliest one

I am proud but know I was lucky to be given these gifts I have

To be born to such powerful genes

My ego used to run on it

Now I am proud of my soul

Greed

I have struggled with this in terms of power

Control over others

Complete domination

Complete submission

Now I dominate myself

Lust

My favorite

Lusting over drugs and women

Not being able to control either one at times

Salivating at a 10/10

Snorting the heroin

How blissful

Until they are gone

Then you have nothing

Do not fall for this one young blood

Envy

This one I used to struggle with a shitload

Whispering things in others ears to get back at others

Jealous of their success or women or status they had

Crabs in a bucket mentality

Now I whisper good things about others

Sometimes I am harsh but it comes from a place of deep love

The ones who know me know this

Gluttony

My old favorite

Done it with everything from food to excessive screens, to drugs, to women, everything

Nothing exceeds like excess right?

This one is an easy one to fall into now

Careful

Wrath

My True love

My true power or so I thought

Uncontrolled rage has ruined everything in my life

I struggle with this one the most still

But it has gotten so much better

Hard boundaries and learning to deal with the temper has helped

This one was my kryptonite but now my weapon of choice

Sloth

My first true love

Apathetic to the point that I never cared at all in a bad way

Going into depression over nothing

All in my head

All my other demons I couldn’t fight

This often lead to other deadly sins

I left a lot of talent on the table

I could’ve played on the pro tour

Too hot

Hate the people

Too injured

I would have never worked anyway because my emotions ruled me

Every point I lost would feel like death

Extreme mood swings

I let a gentle sport get in my head hating the very people I hate now

I was becoming obsessed

Now that we have gone through those

I have regrets of course

But I am now here

Right here for a much bigger reason

My influence, knowledge, and power can be used for good

I’m not a lost cause

I’m finally tapping into my potential

I’m inviting you to do the same

You can always message me

Many have

As crazy as I may sound

I don’t bite

I’m harmless

The person I hurt the most has always been myself

Until next time,

-BTSC