Happy July 4th

What are you doing declaring your independence today?

Burgers, hotdogs and fireworks hoping not to blow your dick off like every other tom dick and harry?

Or are you going to be different and stare into the void?

Your soul

Confront your ego

Take care of the welts from the past

Declare death to your old self

Declare independence on your new one

Fade the masses

Do the opposite of them

Order sushi

I always get Chinese on Xmas

Why do you do everything you are told?

Why are you so helpless?

Why can’t you think for yourself?

Why do you need to do something today?

Stuck in a cage all week for a wage for a job you hate to serve a man who doesn’t remember your name?

He probably hates you because you are spineless

I’d rather be homeless than work a job

With the internet you haven’t had to work a job in over a decade

You choose to

That’s fine if you actually like it

Kudos

Few do

I’m reading the next blueprint today

The one I will eventually sculpt into my own

I always get massively ahead of the audience

I’m going down to the pool tomorrow with my best friend and any girl who wants to come

I still celebrate but not over the top with distractions

What are you even celebrating for?

Every day is the 4th for me

Every day is Xmas

Every day is my birthday

You are going to go eat and party?

Celebrate your chained reality?

How fucking stupid can you be?

Celebrating your unremarkable, completely banal existence

Would anyone even care if you died?

Would they cry?

Would they just shrug and say poor old Jimbo

Couldn’t ever figure shit out

Forgotten

Why don’t you fight today?

Declare war on yourself

Conquer your demons

Start a business

Get ahead

I keep hearing “I want to be a millionaire”

You won’t don’t worry

You chase women

Fun

Status

Validation

Followers

Thinking they give a shit at all

I would be trying to lose followers now

I only want a few who get it

The rest of you could turn into pixie dust that disappear into nothingness

You deserve everything you get

Mundane boring shit

Why is your life so unimportant, so boring?

You don’t control anything

Not your emotions

Not your time

You worship money that you don’t even have

You think it’ll fix all your problems when it will create much more with the attitude you have

Fix it

Change

Deal with your issues

You are in a low level state going no where

I’m vastly unimpressed with what I see

I’ve come so far in 90 days

I was once like you

Trapped in a relationship

Trapped in my mind

Trapped with the drugs

I know what it feels like to be a rat

Caged

Now I say whatever I please

Do whatever I like

Whenever I like

I don’t do things to get a glimpse of pussy

I don’t do things for money

I don’t do things for validation

I create with no applause

I grew up so differently than others

Out of the box on the get go

Had to get in a certain box to understand what it feels like

Now I know

A fate worse than death

At least in death you get a sweet escape

That box make you desperate, dirty, egoic, fantasy driven, addled with fear and distraction and numbness

You talk about sports and the news and celebs

You fantasize over women you would never have

They go after guys who are out of the box

Guys who can lead

Not ones who beg for pussy

Not ones who don’t embrace suffering and discomfort

You are so comfortable by very definition you are uncomfortable

The life of ease is a very painful existence

You can’t even sit still with your thoughts

There are prisoners more free than you

You release dopamine but being a victim

You don’t identify with success

You identify as a bug

You get a new fancy turd you get bored of in a week

You smoke weed

You drink too much

You let your vices run the show

You let the women run the show

The men I see today are beyond pathetic

Carrying women’s bags after their shopping spree on vacation

I told my ex to watch these men

Watch what they do

I would tell her exactly what they would do before they did it

She was always shocked by me

So were any other women in my life

Many said I’ve never met someone like you

I would respond with and you never will

One thought she was in love after a few dates

How sweet

Poor girl

I’m not trying to find a wife

I don’t want to get married

If a woman wants to stay around in spite of that so be it

She won’t live with me

If a kid comes then so be it

Nothing is forced now

The modern world is approaching rapidly

Not this caveman simulation we are in

If you do not act now

You will get left behind

So far behind you may as well go back to sleep

Even you that are more aware

Keep working like a slave

Keep chasing

Keep yourself distracted because you don’t identify with anything else

You don’t have a single independent thought in your brain

So why are you celebrating independence day?

You are actually celebrating dependence day

Dependence on a system that has been broken for so long

You need to take way way more risks

Quit your job

Just do it

Move somewhere else

Figure it out

99% of you won’t

You don’t even identify with anything I’m saying

I may as well be speaking some ancient dialect that went extinct sometime after the dinosaurs got obliterated

The only thing I wonder is why do you keep on going?

Is it hope?

Is it because suicide is a sin?

It it because you have no other choice you seem to think?

Is it from fear?

If I was in 99% of people’s positions

I’d grab a bottle of bourbon

Xanax

And find some fentanyl to end it all

Maybe your stronger than you think?

If you do something to change today you are

Where are you on this chart?

Shame most likely for disappointing your ancestors who died for you

Maybe desire

Apathy?

I was Grief and Fear and Guilt and Shame all of last year and this year

Before was Anger

I range between Acceptance and Love now

350-500 most days

Joy is starting to come

Even from the most mundane of tasks

Peace is honestly here a lot

Everyday

In 3 months I move up hundreds of points

Sitting with the stillness

Children stare at me often times approaching me

Women stare and smile

Men look away unless they are here

I notice because before they didn’t or had random spurts of it as my scale when up and down like a junkie in withdrawal then high again

I knew I’d have the quit the weed to start

That’s been over a year

I knew I’d have to stop drinking for a while

Stop inhaling nitrous

Cocaine

Vicodin in my twenties

I always knew but never wanted to get here

I didn’t identify with this

I wanted all pleasure and no joy

I want chemical bliss instead of true bliss

Ignorance is bliss

Maybe if you are low iq

If you have a brain then Knowledge is bliss

Because you can never stop learning

Things blow my mind daily

Like how a baby looks at bubbles being blown out of no where

I’m like a baby now

Always laughing

Soaking in info like a sponge

Differentiating the bad from the good

My brain is finally working at full capacity

I’ll get it scanned in a couple of months as I go further into this to see where it’s at

Then do some biofeedback therapy

Brainscans as I call them

You should too

My best friends brain was half off

He studied at a very prestigious school with honors

He was waking up at the time

Can always tune your brain up

Like you clean your apartment and car I hope

Clean your brain

Can’t afford brain scans?

Run you $5-10k

Then do your own

Observe patterns

Sit with your thoughts

Design something

I’d do the scans

Still no one even knows the form of therapy

You don’t need to talk about your problems

Look it up

It’s the most effective one by far

You don’t need the meds if you do this one

Ketamine therapy

Talk therapy

This is the best one

I’ve tried them all

It’s a jumpstart to your brain

$5000 to pulse some juice to your brain

$10,0000

I’ve spent over $20,000 on them

Been scanned over a hundred times

Problem was I always went back to old behaviors because I was afraid of being alone at the top with my thoughts

I’d fix that first

My brain couldn’t match any of the ones in their database

Hundreds of thousands

Hopefully yours stands out

I am giving tough love here

You will see it in my future articles

Next Thursday I give you a guide on what to do

I’m breaking you down

Then building you back up

Highly effective

Then you need to break yourself down

You need to audit yourself

Be so honest God himself smiles

Don’t be delusional about your position in life

You likely aren’t killing it

Just say so

Then start killing it

We are men

We don’t get handouts for this shit

We do it on our own for ourselves first then our family and friends

Then others

Glory for yourself

People should be asking about you

Gossiping

Whatever

You need to be talked about

My entire brother’s wife family is in Omaha

Guess who they talk about?

Because they wonder why I’m not there

Not because I don’t like them

But I have to build

I have things to attend to that are more important so I can be there for them later

Also their organized chaos pisses me off

I don’t want to play board games and listen to shit with tons of people

Idle chatter or even intelligent shit right now

I don’t want to travel on one of the busiest holidays of the year

I would go see them next week

But people play by the rules too much

They can only meet up a few times a year

LOL

I could meet up everyday

I’m not too busy

I never am

I have all the time in the world

People who say they are too busy are lying

They don’t know what they are even doing

Buzzing around like some bee collecting honey

Stabbing one person then dying

A pitiful existence

The Great Awakening is beginning

Anyone can be helped

But you have to identify with this

You have to let go of the old bullshit

You have to raise your vibe

Or you will be given trump bucks and forgotten

Realness will be rewarded in the future

Not fakeness

We have that and look what we got

Pedophilic trannies who worship no God

Satanists

Good always triumphs over evil

Always

You can exist with the evil in life

Or with the good

Your soul will thank you for it

You life will feel like it’s over in a flash

If you don’t identify with good

Then you will be here in hell which will feel like an eternity

You won’t ever go to hell

It doesn’t exist

It only exists here

This is the eternal hellfire

Or heaven on earth

Death is just a release onto another void

No one knows what happens

Maybe all the religions are right

There are haunted places full of ghosts

Maybe you come back as a bug since that’s what you are already

Or maybe you go on to be an angel

Or a demon

Whatever you identify with

You will become that in this life and the next

Choose wisely

Choose quickly

Because if you die today and come back as a roach

It was your fault

No one else’s

Until next time,

-BTSC